its that time of year again. (no its not the most wonderful time of the year, dont get your hopes too high.) its the start of school! a time that makes me want to manically buy boxes upon boxes of pencils, pens, and those cute little markers and then a couple weeks later makes me want to use my recent purchases to stab my skull. im not going to lie to you blogspot, i have mixed feelings about school. its not by any means a feelings smoothie but at least a emotion salad. im super excited about being able to completely start over, to wipe the slate clean and start fresh. ive got a new school, a new schedule and a new maturity level. but im nervous like no one can believe. i messed up so badly last year and im scared that im going to repeat my mistakes. it is said that "those who dont study history are doomed to repeat it". luckily im taking history and government this semester so i wont repeat my mistakes right? but i really am hopeful. my schedule is as follows.
mondays-
930-1050: intro to public speaking
12-1250: american federal government
130-4: english comp 1
530-8: us history from the civil war
wednesdays-
930-1050: intro to public speaking
12-1250: american federal government
130-4: english comp 1
fridays-
12-1250: american federal government
so im going to be at occc all day. which means i wont have much else to do besides do my homework and study. im really glad it worked out that way. my problem isnt that im not intelligent, because i am. (hair toss) my problem is my lack of discipline. thats the flaw that i need to overcome not only in this semester, but in my life.
so here we go! this is the beginning of the new amanda. new town. new apartment. new school. new classes. new friends. new lifestyle. new outlook.
new.. its basically ew with a n. damn.
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