Changes

today has been a very interesting and incredibly productive day. but im winding it all down. its three thirty and im watching sex and the city in my new apartment. thats right. my new apartment. eek! im sharing with my sister. we moved in today with the help of some of mary kates guy friends. thank god for them, otherwise we would have been two non-muscled white girls trying to lift a bed frame and ending up dropping said bed frame over the three-story balcony. after everything got settled in, i made the boys a spaghetti dinner and might i say that it was a freaking fantastic dinner. mama leone would be so proud.

its interesting, the changes that are going on in my life. i enrolled at otripp today and even though im proud that i got off my enlarged ass and drove the thirty minutes to get there im still shocked by it all. i did not envision my life this way; that i would be at a community college instead of a four year university taking twelve hours instead of fifteen, commuting an hour a day, three days a week, living in an apartment with my sister. its interesting.. my life is nothing like i planned or wanted, but its everything that i need. there are things missing now, but i know its how its supposed to be. im nineteen for christs sake, i shouldnt have it all figured out. if i did, the rest of my life would be so monotonous and uninteresting. lifes not worth living if youre not constantly on your toes. new motto.

changes are good i guess. even if they are hard to take, scary to accept or fun to experience. cause if we never changed, we wouldnt exist. we wouldnt evolve into who we are or should become. we would be stuck in the past and in the pasts past, never knowing any different.

so hey life..
bring on the changes.